I had always hoped to be chosen as the lead and play the best role, but this time, the role was that of a woman who is open about love and sex, and can charm men. It was the complete opposite of my inexperienced self in both love and sexual experiences… I couldn’t play the role well. At that time, a fellow actor invited me to stay behind for extra rehearsals… In the intense rehearsal room, we became completely immersed in our roles and engaged in lewd acts beyond acting. However, I never imagined that my passionate acting would lead…